penny_who

My Rollercoaster.

2008-01-06T00:12:37Z

"We are alive so we've gotta live life
to the fullest you spin the bottle and I'll dim the lights
four five six seven minutes in the closet
you were on my mind at least nine tenths of yesterday
it seemed as if perhaps I'd gone insane
what is it about you that has commandeered my brain?"

I like the rain.
& I like you.
So tell me what exactly should I do?

Chicken Shit On The Brave Frontier.

2007-12-18T04:45:09Z

Half The Time I Want To Punch You In Your Fuck Face.
Goddamn Your So Fake Sometimes.

At Least I Have Some Real Friends.
At Least I Have The Matches & Panda On Saterday.

To Find Home You Need To Go On An Adventure.

2007-11-25T05:33:02Z

I love the way your voice sounds when something makes you smile. "Your Not That Impressive, your most a mess. But I can tell you your acting at your best."

Pancakes.

2007-11-18T23:36:21Z

Dont Let Me Go To Ihop Anymore.
I've left people too many letters.
It maybe the end of me.

penny_who @ 2007-10-07T21:55:00

2007-10-08T04:55:42Z

I need Lovins.

Question At Hand.

2007-09-26T03:59:40Z

What Happens When The People You Know Really Dont Know You?

Black Bird.

2007-09-17T02:08:49Z

Have you ever wondered why something so simple can bring so many emotions too you? The littlest thing can bring back all these memories good and bad and they just hit you so hard. & you sit there like damn. Maybe you cry or laugh or smirk or you just sit there so just gone because your so caught up in that thing and what it means too you. It could be a song, a movie, a book, quote, picture, a flower blowing in the grass. And that thing just makes you so angry, or filled with so much joy or sadness or maybe all these things. All the emotions that your feeling just seem to run inside of you and your head feels like a bunch of street lights wizing past blurring in the rain on an empty street at 2 in the morning. It leaves a lump in your throat which seems like forever and nothing seems to make it go away and your not sure if you want that lump to go away. Maybe you try to write about it or doddle or paint it away, perhaps sleep it off or anything but that feeling is with you. Its always going to be with you, you just dont know why something so simple makes it come out again. Perhaps its just me.

Wait Whats My Name Again?

2007-09-14T03:25:19Z

Im Tired.
I Get Too Watch Its Always Sunny.
& I won A trip To Disney Land.
Woohoo On Life Is Good.

Oh & I Have Stummbled Apon One Of The Most Good Looking Creatures Ever.
Yayyyy For That.

Listen To Society Finch, I Dare You.

Hairline Cracks.

2007-09-08T03:05:11Z

"My heart is like a teacup covered with hairline cracks. I feel like I have to walk real carefully so it won't get shaken and just shatter and break."

Michael Cera I Want.

2007-09-02T06:35:58Z

I Cant Help It, He Caught My Attention.

Destination: Nowhere Near.

2007-09-01T20:51:01Z

I Think We All Have Songs To Fit Certain Stages In Our Lives.
This Would Be Mine Right Now:

The world is moving everywhere but here,
so load the van. Destination: Nowhere Near
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again, yeah
We'd been on the road
for several weeks, now
and it drove you crazy
Got to get back out of this old town now
where my parents hate me
1, 2, 3 And I am alone
2, 2, 3 by the telephone
3, 2, 3 and my friends ain't home tonight
The world is moving everywhere but here,
so load the van. Destination: Nowhere Near
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again, yeah
Destination: Nowhere Near
I sit in my room and play
a punk rock song on my folk guitar
Remember when the van broke down
and our shit wouldn't fit in a borrowed car
1, 2, 3 We were just eighteen
2, 2, 3 With a madman dream
3, 2, 3 And now it seems we're still insane
(still down in Oakland playin')
The world is moving everywhere but here,
so load the van. Destination: Nowhere Near
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again, yeah
Destination: Nowhere Near
The world is moving everywhere but here,
so load the van. Destination: Nowhere Near
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again
I wanna be on the road again, yeah
Destination: Nowhere Near
Right now

I Say I Dont Fall In Love, Thats Because I Dont Want Too.
Ive Finaly Came To Terms With That.
People Cant Keep My Attention, The Fugit Is Even Like Eh Now.
Im Fine With This, Theres Some Kindred Spirit Out There.
Just Right Now It Doesnt Matter.

Watch Your Mouth Young Lady!

2007-08-17T02:22:37Z

I love simple things like photos taken by Shawn Harris.
Defently When their Of Kenny Vasoli As A Spider.

J'adore.

Oh Yeah I Look Like A Little Boy Version Of Kirsten Dunst.
Ugh.

At Least He Reads Books.

2007-08-16T04:13:21Z

So I Hacked Off My Hair.
I Look Like A Horribly Not Cute Little Boy.
Im Either Gunna Hack It Or Live In A Hat.
The Only Plus Is My Bangs Do Amazing Pompaidors Now.
To Bad I Dont Look Cute.

In Other News I Watched Stardust Last Night.
I Could Sum Up The Greatness For The Night, My Final Great Night Of Beautiful Blonde Curls. But The Pain Is Unbarable.
In A Nutshell Last Night Was Great.

To Cut This All Short Im Digging Shawn Harris Lately.
"Your Probaly The Only Girl Hes Actully Found Intresting."
I Love Megan & How Silly She Is.
Just BEcause I Gave Him A Mustash & According To Kristen Its Been All Over.
Go Me?
But Yeah I Dig Him, I Bet We Could Have Grand Conversations.
Or Dance Alot.
http://www.thematches.com/blog/
I Dunno He Amuses Me.

Whats With Boys Comparing Me To Aquatic Creatures?

2007-08-14T04:24:00Z

So aparently Im a goldfish now.
Dont use The Starting Line against me, its clearly not fair.
Its pretty much the equivalent to ridin dirty.
Im juiced for whats to come in the next two weeks.
Late night Adventures with Kristen.
Shannagines With laura.
& an adventure with amazing ale.
yayyyyyyyyyy.

Dude your fucking retarded.
Dont use the best of me, its cheating.
CHEATING!

Hooooomahgah Biz Marki?!?!?!

2007-08-09T23:12:53Z

Im Saraakay,
& Im Super Juiced For Yo Gabba Gabba On Nick JR.
AHHHH I WANT TO WATCH IT NOW!

Cookie Jars.

2007-08-05T21:08:35Z

Heres My Lovely Story On This Lovely Cloudy Day.
At 4 this morning my mother left for a week for some buissness trip of sorts.
& so she had my Grandmother come down from Oregon cause my mother doesnt trust Kayla & myself.
So my Cookie Jar Grandma is here.
& Why shes a cookie jar grandma is because she looks like this coookie jar she has of this old lady.
Anywho I was all mad that she was coming down because frankly my grandmother is way off her rocker.
Like the lady is crazy as can be, explains why I am.
But now Im happy she is here.
She made us french toast.
& wont stop asking me if she can buy me pretty colorful socks to end to my collection of pretty colorful socks.
& she has the most ridiculous things.
& when my mother said I had to be home by 10 each night, she mouthed to me "Well Make It Midnight."
& its a change from my lovely yet completely stressed out mother.
I dunno I sortof like that shes here because it reminds me of when I was little & my parents were getting divorced & my grandmother came & stayed with kayla & I.
& we would bake & play school.
& she would put on the world worst english accent (Which is silly seeing my other grandmother actully has one.)
& its sortof like that now, but instead of playing school we have silly arguments & she actully listens to my point of veiw.
& She hasnt done her horribly english accent but I know its coming.
& my parents arnt getting divorced & Im not six anymore.
Im 17 almost 18 & my mother is comign back in a week.
But she still lets me sit on her lap as I complain about the world.

Im in a great mood.
Lets go for a walk.

I Got Punched In The Face By A Whale.

2007-08-01T00:18:23Z

Last Night Was Hands Down The Best Night All Summer.
Joe Dedicated The New Patent Pending Song To Me.
Yeah Nothing Will Beat Last Night.
I Want To Live It Again.

A Kajillion Wooden Ninja Pain.

2007-07-27T02:14:05Z

Chika Chika IM IN PAIN!
Stupid Cervical Cancer Shot Of Hell.
Like honestly my arm feels as if I have been beaten by a kajillion wooden ninjas of doom & suffering.
Shit Son.
Breaking News:
My Sister Is Lame, & A Quote Will Show You Why.
"So their gunna pick us up around 10:30, do you want me to set your alarm?"
Thanks Mother Little Sister Kayla.
Like Seriously?

I WANT I WANT I WANT!
Damn Comic Con.

"Tell Me Something I Feel As If Your Disappearing."
"I have nothing to say to anyone."
"Fuck seriously I wish I could just crawl into your head & make you happy."

Seriously What happen to him?

Jaked On Green Beers.

2007-07-22T03:45:30Z

Im Not Paranoid.
I Am Loosing All My Friends.

Your Caffine Is Talking.

2007-07-19T05:15:03Z

"Your Right, Im Crazy. We Should Pull A Garden State."
Your Caffine Is Talking Son.

jkggugjgnfhn hk Life Your So Silly.

Karma's Ass Kickin Power Hour.

2007-07-18T04:34:52Z

Karma Is Hellof Kickin My Ass Latly.
Right When Things Get Shitty, GUESS WHOS BACK.
Stupid Fucking Unicorns.
Shit Son I Need Some Peach Iced Tea.

Not Eatting Breakfest Is So Punk.

2007-07-14T05:36:23Z

Ice Cream.
The Oc.
Mix Cd's.
Peach Icetea.
& Schultzy.

Damn I Love That Boy.
"See When A Mommy & Daddy Love Eachother Very Much The Daddy Jinggles & The Mommy Rolls. & Then Santa & Jesus Delivers An Egg & In 9 months You Have A Baby."

Cut! Print It.

2007-07-13T04:27:11Z

Today Was A Grand Ass Day.
Hellof Basic But Hellof Grand.
Just Hung Out With Kayla.
Worked The Prep School Look.
Took My Shawn Harris Blazer Out Of Retierment.
Its Hellof Jay-Z Status Now.
Finished The Tea Cup For The Wittkopf.
Read Cupcake.
It Was Just A Good As Day.

I Actully Talked To The Wittkopf, & Damn Did It Feel Good.
Talk Like We Use To,But Not Like Hooomahgah I Like You Talk.
Cause We Didnt Do That, But Like Witty Talk.
He Has A "Propasition" To Go See Eagle VS Shark This Weekend.
Odd Propasition Seeing The Deal We Just Went Through.
But To Hang Out WIth Him Would Be Great.

Tommrow Is Time With The Father Figure.
Before He Moves Again.
& Doesnt Return My Phone Calls Again.
Wooohoooo.
My Phone Better Be Turned On.

Uh Life Story, Thanks A Softer World.

Cupcake.

2007-07-12T01:49:46Z

Today is Defently A Better Day.
Hands Freakin Down.
I Went On A Job Hunt.
Hopefuly Jamba Juice Will Not Fail Me.
Jen & Schultzy Showed Up With W The Kittypitter For Me.
He Jinggles.
JINGGLE JINGGLE!
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Grosss.

They Also Brought ME A White Tea Cup In Which I painted.
SOMEONE READS MY BULLETINS!
The Tea Cup Thus Far Has Turned Out Really Nicely.
Im Probaly Gunna Give It Away & Stuff.

I Found A Weird Cd Which I Thought Was Blank But Instead Is The Weirdest Mix Ever.
Who Seriously Puts Chingy, Aerosmith, Led Zeppelin, & Ja rule, Janes Addiction All On One Cd?
I Guess Kayla.
Speaking Of Kayla Today She Was Super Nice.
My Sister & Stephanie Might Just Win At Life.
They Woke Me Up Just A Few Moments Ago By Running In & Jumping On Me.
Only To Fling A Rainbow Sprinkle Donut At My Face. (I May Not Like Donuts But I Do Love Rainbows & Sprinkles.)
& I Was Like "Uggggh Whats This For?"(Keep In Mind Courtney Love Is Struggling To Come Out But I've Kept Her Hidden For A While.)
Only To Get Stephanie To Giggle & Kayla To Go "See We Went To Play Soccer But There Were Some Select Bitches On Our Turff. So We Went To Winchuus Instead."
& As You Probaly Are All Trying To Comprend What Kayla Said I Was Too & They Walked Out As I Said Thank You.
& Kayla Mummbles To Stephanie "Maybe Now This Will Make Her Cheer Up. Dayyyum."

& When I Did Look At The Clock Today It Read 11:11.
So I Made My Normal Wish.
& Today Wasnt All That Bad.

I Guess Right Now Theres Only So Many Ways to Sum Up How I Feel.
Today A Quoe From Rachel Cohn Sums It Up.

"Would Shrimp be tortured to know my new life involved a broken leg that has resulted in my lying on my bed for days on end, entertainging truly naughty sex fantasies about him?"

Ironic both their names start with s?

"And when I'm done I feel like talking,"

2007-07-11T02:34:30Z

"Without you here there is less to say."

This past week was grand right?
Right?
I guess, perhaps, Right?

My computer is all fucked so Im on some ghetto one & there for no Itunes & no Pictures.
Meaning No pictures from Warped Tour.
No Pictures From Harry & The Potters.
& No Pictures From Camping.

In a nutshell right now Im just telling myself Im okay.
Right, Im okay right?
I was walking on this edge, but he tossed me to the side so I wouldnt step off.
I want to crawl back to the edge, slowly fling myself over.
But he wont let it, its been gaurded.

"You Got On A Plane & Off You Went. Your Never Coming Back Agian. Im Trying To Convince Myself Its True. Convincing Myself I'll Be Just Fine Without You."

I Will Right?

Even If I Live Till Im Hundred And Two, I Dont Think That I Will Ever Get OVer You.
Yeah Were Friends, We've Always Been Friends.

"Yes, the ellipsis. It's dumb. It's dumb. It's an awful idea. I'm not gonna do it, okay? 'Cause like you said, this is it. This is life. And I'm in love with you, Samantha. I think that's the only thing I've ever been really sure of in my entire life."- Garden State.

Me: Is that a yes honestly I want to be your friend yes or a Im just gunna say yes to be nice yes?
Squid: We're already friends
Squid: nub
Me: Touche young sailor

Fuck Dude This Hurts Bad.